Yesterday I posted about how I’m on the road to being medically happy and how Hannes and I do have problems. Some people are not interested in reading the unhappy or seeing it on the inter-webs.
Here is the thing.
This is who I am. I am honest in how I feel. Since Hannes and I got back together I was too scared to talk honestly about my things on this blog and so I hardly every did a proper blog post.
Why? You are wondering that aren’t you.
Because i was scared that things between Hannes and I don’t work out I will look like a fool for following my heart.
I don’t care anymore. I can look like a fool for following my heart. But unless I am honest about me, how do we (Hannes & I) have a future. Yes I know what I write on this blog is not going to save our relationship, but I am this blog. My mind is here.
If you are not happy about what or how I am writing, please don’t be nasty. Keep crappy comments to yourself.
Happy / Unhappy reading.