I cannot believe that its Thursday already. Its almost 2am and know I have 2 get up in 3 hours, but I can’t sleep.
Last year November I hit rock bottom – right now I cannot remember if I have blogged about it or not. If I have I’m sorry if not, here we go…
I was stressed out, over worked and sleep deprived. My mind does not switch off. Finally after many months of an internal arguments with myself and many discussions with Hannes. I went to my GP. He did a basic questionnaire and we both figured out that I’m not depressed, but due to my lack of sleep, I’m anxious, snappy and stressed. He gave me some pills. that first night I slept like a zombie. For that first 2 weeks a slept like a baby, but then they stopped working.
I kept taking them as he said until beginning of Jan when I had my follow up visit. We discussed that fact that I have a very high tolerance for medication and the B-something he gave me was not my answer for sleeping.
*And now I’m suddenly/finally feeling tired.
We figured that nothing that range would work for me. He prescribed Dopaquel and booked me off for 5 days. I figured he was being dramatic so told him the Friday would be fine and I need to get back to work the Monday. I got home that afternoon, took a pill and within 30min I was out cold. I slept till Friday morning, the only reason I woke up was because I had to lock the door behind Hannes. I went back to sleep and slept till 4 that afternoon.
To be continued as I’m going to try and get some sleep…
Thanks for reading.
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